EMOTIONALLY ACTIVE!

I would like to think that there is no one like me around, but i am everyone around me put together with my own touch added. I would like to think that everything could be perfect, but even when you think something is, nothing is perfect. I am lead to believe that everything happens for a reason, people leave your life so someone new can enter. Sometimes someone can come into you life and change the way you view the world everything around is different, once they leave their never gone really because they are still apart of you. People say am in my own world because i never see whats in front of me, when in reality i know whats going to happen i just chose not to believe it. I over analyze situation in my head because when i think the worse what ever it is not as bad as i imaged. i would like to believe that there is some that would write me love letters, kiss me in the rain, ring me at four o'clock in the morning telling me he loved me and show up at my door every time we had a fight, but i also understand that life isn't like the films and finding someone like that would be extremely hard. I have learnt over time that you can never re-live the past even if your in the same place with the same people nothing is ever the same, that why you should never try to re-live it, everything is always better the first time you would be setting your self up for disappointment. Although sometimes when someone from your past comes back into your life not always but sometimes it better than the first because you learn from you mistakes and realize with out that person your lost.